How come, when Im happier then ever, my mind wont shut up. Im always scared that Im gona mess up in my relationship.
Like today. I had put in my 2 weeks notice at my job and went to get another one. Then my old job calls, gives me the promotion I wanted, a 3 dollor raise, and more hours then I had.
The only problem is that it cuts into the time that Bea and I can see eachother before she goes off to college. I told har and I think it made her upset, which I never wanted to do.
And you know what, MAYBE its all in my head. MAYBE itll all be fine.... but maybe not. I think thats what insacurity is.... Anyone have advise?